I miss your love, since you've been gone
I find it hard to go on
The summer sky don't mean a thing
I thought I'd always be strong
I got a feeling inside
and it's making my heart cry, cause

I'm missing you
and it's making me blue, yeah
I'm missing you
but what can I do
Thousand miles away, from you

So here I am, and everything's new
I should be happy in love
but all I know, I look deep in my eyes
I've never felt so alone
and this feeling inside
it's making my heart cry, cause

I'm missing you
and it's making me blue, yeah
I'm missing you
but what can I do
Thousand miles away, from you

So what's the meaning of this
to be living like this
it ain't no fun at all
I wonder where are you now
(I wonder where are you now)





Bakit Ba Ganyan
Dina Bonnevie



Bakit ba ganyan,
Ang ibig ko'y lagi kang pagmasdan?
Umula't umaraw ay hindi pagsasawaan
Ang iyong katangian
Damdamin ko'y ibang-iba kapag kapiling ka, sinta.

Ewan ko, bakit ba ganyan;
Damdamin ay di maintindihan?
Kailangan ang pag-ibig mo
Dahil sa ako'y nagmamahal sa 'yo
Magmula nang kita'y makilala.

Bakit ba ganyan,
Kung minsan ay nauutal sa kaba
Kapag ika'y kausap na?
Ngunit lumalakas ang loob kung ikaw ay nakatawa.

Ewan ko, bakit ba ganyan;
Damdamin ay di maintindihan?
Kailangan ang pag-ibig mo
Dahil sa ako'y nagmamahal sa 'yo
Magmula nang kita'y makilala (oh)

Ewan ko, bakit ba ganyan;
Damdamin ay di maintindihan?
Kailangan ang pag-ibig mo
Dahil sa ako'y nagmamahal sa 'yo
Magmula nang kita'y makilala.
(Bakit ba ganyan, hah)





I have not posted for a while now... i've been busy...

I actually had two weeks off at school however, I used it to go to work and to do my Psychology essay. Good thing I was able to finish the essay on time, it took me lots of puyat, iyak and pagod just to finish that 2000-word-essay.

Today I had my anthropology test... A part of me just wants to quit anthropology but another part of me says: DON'T QUIT! I have not prepared for that essay... and i'll spend time crying once i see my mark.. i didn't quite explained the theories like i wanted them to be explained... although, I was able to answer all five of them. But still...

Anyways, since I'm done with that test, all I have to do now is catch up on all my subjects, revise everything, prepare for the exams and finish two more essays for anthropology.

Before I go, I will leave you with Robert Frost's poem (very inspiring):

The Road Not Taken


TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.





Heart Of Mine
Bobby Caldwell
(Heart Of Mine)

One day
I may
Find true love that will last forever
And ever
Till then
I'll spend
A lifetime of wishing us together
I never thought she'd say goodbye
And I'll never understand
The reasons why
Heart of mine
How will you keep from dying
Stop reminiscing
Who is she kissing
Heart of mine
Oh what's the use in trying
No one can mend you now
Love plays
Cruel games
I can't believe she's found another
To love her
Does she
Miss me
Sometimes I just can't help but wonder
If I could stop the hands of time
Then I'd know she'd always be
Forever mine
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I've Never Been To Me
( Charlene )

Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life
You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do
But, I wish someone had talked to me
Like I wanna talk to you.....

Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run
I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun
But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me

Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away
'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies....

Oh, I've been to Niece and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht
I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got
I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see
I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me

[spoken]
Hey, you know what paradise is?
It's a lie, a fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding, it's that man you fought with this morning
The same one you're going to make love with tonight
That's truth, that's love......

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children that might have made me complete
But I took the sweet life, I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
I've spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that costs too much to be free
Hey lady......
I've been to paradise, (I've been to paradise)
But I've never been to me

(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to Neice and the isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to cryin' for unborn children that might have made me complete)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)
I've been to paradise, never been to me